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If there is something you learn over the years, I never stop learning.

When you think you reach an age where you think you can claim to have taken you quite a few clubs to have matured enough, you realize that life can surprise you at any time. No matter how many turns to give you.

You notice that, at best, when you most need the helping hand that has been there for your youth, no longer are. Or that indelible memory of the loved one hits you stronger as time goes by and away thedays when you could hug him, simply because it is not, and regret not having done more for them when you had the chance.

And life is composed of steps with his people, their experiences and the things you have learned. One door closes and another opens. Leaving behind wonderful memories spent with people that you once shared something in common: an experience, a dream to achieve, a way of feeling, a preference share, or simply people with whom you have shared moments releasing banal to blow a few laughs ...

And that's when you realize that the time to close ato-door comes only when by particular circumstances, sometimes because of you or sometimes by others, it is urgent that page and leave passes written in memory as a beautiful and unforgettable memories, before it becomes unpleasant .

The trouble with these steps is when you want all of them are always present certain people who appreciated a lot. Many of them remain, but others not, and those, those hurt a lot. And you only realize the value of its loss, when you have lost. Or you understand that for those people, in the stage of your life you are, you no longer exist. Othat their friendship was short lived, he was only there to take advantage of your kindness in any of your forms.

And there comes a time when you lose the course, and if you look back to retrieve a thread to follow or a door open, looking for that person that one day you were thinking that it is the best solution , ny and do not find, because others helped you evolve as a person (a positively and sometimes negatively). And take a new path, uncertain, you never know what you bring, but that surely will find new people to connect, and I will bring new hopes to live the diaa d & iacuI, a (hopefully ...).

My biggest dream would be to close one stage and enter another where I joined the "I" above, my good people and the lake no longer will live forever in my heart n, but I am aware that this is an impossible goal to achieve.

And, sometimes I need to get old to unconsciousness not to notice things, and live happily in complete ignorance.