Felix qui potuit rerum cognoscere
causes Happy the man who is able to discover the causes of things
causes Happy the man who is able to discover the causes of things
Sometimes you realize important things that happen time after . Perhaps that is the right time to take them to the importance they deserve, or is merely the product of a "cruel coincidence", which is not inherently cruel or bad ... I do not know what I say.
two days ago was at a time when there was nothing to edit in redaccióny I started to check my old e-mail from Hotmail. Blah blah blahpost until I found one for this entry, its peculiarity lies in the year it was ordered: 2005. Five years ago I was in a great relationship, and I was remembering these things until I fell to twenty five years ago that I'm out of the closet. Chuchito Holy resurrected and stand!
as simple as we read, the truth is that every afternoon I was in shock. " I realized that my thirty-one years of life, only, only five have been "totally for Nef" is not exactly something to not to think about. Fortunately I'm not in retrospectiva hateful old man complaining saying "Oh the life I lost!" what if I can not get out of my mind that in just five years I have made my life a myriad of small ; you success.
the outset say that my childhood was very happy with Nef playful learning to ride a bike with my dad behind me, with my mom taking me to school pastorelas to represent a & ldquo ; Pastor 5 ", then ascended to star. Nope, the thing is not that twenty-six years in my previous life was sad and a ruin, just something missing andcall, something that only I was able to accept, because I knew it, knew it. Yep, missed some things I did as a teenager of sixteen, the follies "silly" that allows old, but hey, that is behind us.
five years. Just five years of my life has been properly "Nef". The five years that I have had my whole family knows I'm gay, five years since I presented my first boyfriend and it was accepted by them. Five years that could shake the mental laziness, mediocrity threatening my life working in a dead-end job for me. At this time I spenta scared young adult life living hers.
That same day I went out to dinner with my husband to "The Hole" dinner in which I told him about this matter and he responded with tears because he became melancholy to think how I was before the last five years, but not only that. When I realized at the office, told this matter to my partner along with a "promise": if something good has to carry my Nano is that he will not repeat the mistake I made and he does not enclose itself, will not fail to live life-asor so, sure, "or put their dreams on hold. I promised to do when you are in my hands for giving happiness Nano that I would have liked to have in my years of darkness.
I am not a messiah, but in the last five years I have changed so much and I've done what I wanted to grade, not the super home, live and on my own outside the family home . It may not be much nor have I won a prize for "best seller" or "the best published article," but dammit! Five years ago in my life would have thought it would be able to fulfill my dream of working in a newspaper, wrotendo, editing, writing. As a kid I dreamed it would be a reporter with a typewriter and a little paper hat with "Press" and when I grew up, I thought I would never have the chance to do ... studied because typing "LOL.
This recent experience of my time in the world has made me reflect on the importance of living and be happy, and I want people who believe, and believe me, a loved one, will carry that memory of mine: a man who overcame his own wall ... and lived to tell.
Greetings.
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